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Thursday, September 18, 2008 Y 11:06 PM


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Sighs, 今天我领悟到一件事。一个人的背景,能主宰一个人的命运。 在残酷的现实生活里,你想要得,不一定就能得到。我讨厌活在这个世界里,因为我讨厌那些让我不愉快的理由。

我想要得我却得不到,原来是一件那么痛苦的事。

但,命运弄人,倘若你有钱 ... 也不代表你拥有快乐, 你子拥有物质上的享受。 我讨厌我的存在。怎么死才是最好的呢?我一直在寻找这个答案。我没有勇气再继续活在这个世界上。我是说认真的。如果我能选择,我会选择死亡

也许是因为有许多消极的事件在环绕着我,我找不到自己,我早不到快乐。I'm sick and tired of living. I hate the fact I'll always have to worry for minor little things ... the way life is, the way life teases me. 有些痛,是我再也无法承受的。我想放弃... though I know many might persuade me otherwise, but I would still choose death if possible. If only he takes me away...

There is some thing I really want to have , for months, but ... I'll never get to own it .. perhaps. I hate this kind of feeling ... 好想伤害自己,但我知道我得控制自己。我讨厌活在这个世界里 !

I still have lesson tml, so I gonna end here.. Nights and sweet dreams.


✖ Ileana ✖

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❥ My Beloved Hamsters(DaiDai&ShaSha, DanDan) & Doggy (Marco).

❥ All my friends who have always been by my side.

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❥ Him; My Prince!


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-[ ]Gain Weight - 1o KG
-[ ]Health, Happiness & Safety to all my loved ones.
-[x]Danboard
-[ ]Chinchilla + Cooler
-[x]Nokia XpressMusic 5350 touchphone
-[ ]Be Myself; confident, courageous, cheerful.
-[ ]Learn dancing, piano.
-[ ]Connie Talbot 'Over the Rainbow' CD
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