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Monday, November 23, 2009 Y 9:13 PM


23 Nov 2009:

Guess what .. The chalet's Operations Manager told us that they would close the case ! HEEHEES! Guess they realised that they have too many problems internally. ;) !

But they told us to advise Aaron to be more tolerant in matters like this for his benefit in future. Because they are Civil Servants, whom represent the govt. yeaps.. I understand that Aaron is a lil hot headed but i hope he can try to curb his temper in situations like that.. hope he understands my intentions.. ;) !

No more fever today, HURRAYS! But, i'm still coughing.. bleahs ! Yeahs.. tried cough medicine like the chinese pi pa gao, my mum's cough med & woods cough syrup.. but not much help. awws.. what if im in risk of getting h1n1? omgs.. hahas.. mabbe i'm just scaring myself.. o.o"

Actually, it's terrible to fall ill. I never had this feeling before, when all you could do is lie on the bed and sleep almost 24 hours.. when you have to use up your strength just to try and sit up on the bed.. when you had no appetite and there's so many food out there you're tempted to DEVOUR.. when you keep coughing and no1 dares to sit near you.. when you're self-conscious that you're spreading germs/bacteria around you. SOBS !

I enjoyed listening to music, while on transport, somewhat.. it makes me more relaxed.. My mind would ponder about the problems that made me perplexed.

我不知道该如何做选择。因为,不管选哪一边,都会有人受伤。该怎么办?两边都有他们各自的优点和缺点。y俄许我再逃避,因为我真的做不出选择。 or perhaps, dont make a decision, don't choose either of them.

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Sunday, November 22, 2009 Y 11:28 PM


22 Nov 2009:

We were framed.. The staff from the chalet ( Al _ha Chan_i) claimed that the wooden table was ours and we burnt a BIG hole on it. LOL? All those staying over ALL remembered ours was a PINK table top .. made of plastic. definitely not wood.. They insist that we pay for it and didn't even want to show us the table until my mum requested.

It's ridiculous to claim that we burnt the table bcos there would have been smoke or burnt smell .. which people from other chalet would have noticed. In addition, the table was the place we placed our stuff.. the food, plates etc. The table wasn't used for cooking. It was evident that they were trying to frame us.

We found out ytd that they hid this pink table that was originally ours at their storeroom.. According to Aaron, there were more burnt furniture in the room. Who knows if they took an old piece that was ruined by others and demands us for payment ? They moved the table on their own accord, while we were not present. We did request them to do a check when we wanted to check out early but they claim they would follow the timing given which was the next day morning. In between the period of time, who knows someone was up to mischief and the blame was put on us?

Well, I had evidence.. not strong i suppose. Could only blame ourselves for not being cautious. Who would have known they would have used a table at a corner to frame us.



The table they hid behind.


The burnt table they claimed was ours.

My 21st Bday cake.

My Evidence that it wasnt the wooden table.


The Guys helping out before the bbq.

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Friday, November 20, 2009 Y 1:52 PM


20 Nov 2009 :

Stayed at Aloha Changi Resorts (Seaview chalet B) for 4 nights.. It was supposed to be from 16th Nov (check-in in the afternoon) till 20th Nov (check-out at 9.50am) .. but we checked out early due to few reasons ..

1. I'm not feeling well.
2. WeiXun, 大姑姑, Grandma, Aaron, BingQuan & KokKiang staying till 19th Nov only.
3. The Bloodsuckers mosquitos !
4. Mum said if we check out on Friday(20th Nov), No one can help us to carry stuff.. zzz..

I can't stand her.. all she thinks of is to make use of ppl.. It's my 21st Birthday and I can't believe it was the worse one ever. Even if I were to not celebrate it, It would have been better than this chalet. It was ruined.

The mosquitos were scary .. We've never been attacked by them to this state before. We've never used so much repellent or anti-mos stuff before. x.x"

This wasn't the 21st Birthday I wanted.. in fact, it was the worst birthday I had.. In the eyes of others I should have been content.. they felt I was showered with love and care.. but they never knew the inside story.. It was all for show.. "They" were a good bunch of actress.. I loathe them to the core.

It was my 21st and the rain was bad enuff to ruin my day.. I dressed hoping to be beautiful on that day but the rain destroyed it all.. to make it worse, I was like a maid instead of a Birthday Girl.. I had no time to rest or eat.. all I had for that day was pancakes in the morning.. I was running to & fro here and there.. trying to make sure the guests were attended to..

Here were some feedbacks from the guests ..

- "she's here for less than 5 mins and there she runs again."
-"you look more like a maid instead of a birthday girl"

There my first aunt went, she scolded me for spilling the Glass Jelly drink on the chiller.. so she had to clean up again. She was busy since afternoon washing etc .. and I was heartless to do so. LIKE I WANTED IT ? I did not ask her to do the chores.. Aaron asked her not to but she insisted on it. She has this bad habit of wanting everything to be sparkling shiny and clean.. But this is a chalet.. shouldn't it be more appropriate to clean it last, at night ? The bbq will dirty it anyway..

My aunts and relatives were unhappy that they weren't served well.. THEY ARE MY OWN FAMILY CAN'T THEY JUST HELP THEMSELVES OR RATHER BE MORE PATIENT AND HELPFUL? ALL OF US ARE SO BUSY WE DIDN'T HAVE THE CHANCE TO EAT.

BingQuan & Mel was busy bbqing for the guests. They sacrificed by enduring the heat, ants and mosquitos. Aaron and me was busy serving the guests and keeping everything alright.. As for my mum, she has been busy with this chalet stuff, cooking to make sure everyone has enough to eat.

If my friends are all so understanding, i dont understand why they, who are seniors compared to us and in addition, my relatives.. can't do the same. They have never spared a thought for us, at least my friends offered to help and asked if I ate. Thanks to all who cared and came for my chalet/bbq.

They are:

WanRu, Spencer, Joy, YongDe, GuoFeng, Serena, Eclair, Shanlyn, Gary & his friend, Phyllis, Elysha, Yuen, Farhan, Kamell, Melli, Jocelyn, Eleanor, PeiLing, Edwin, WenJie, Aaron, Melvin, BingQuan, KK, Ben.

Sorry if I missed any.

I've received quite a few presents. Thanks alot. Loved the plushies loads. haha.. The Card from both wanru and wenjie's group made my day. thanks a lot. I was relieved, through this I knew how true you guys were to me. When i needed help, when I gave that face.. Though u guys were bloated, you still helped me with the food. Haha. Thanks.. =)

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Monday, November 9, 2009 Y 6:09 PM


09-11-09 :


Nice date today huh. Memorable today. None were of those pretty memories. My blood boils, lies .. again and again. Guys are just junks kays. YES I SAID THAT. They don't cherish you and when its too late, they tried to make amendments.

I'm a lousy girl so don't ask for patch.

How many times have this happened.. I was just too dumb.. to believe you again and again. When I thought I should patch, I waited for you to come.. I starved till I had no choice but to cook noodles.. I was waiting for you to come. Disappointment filled me, when I realise, I wasn't impt to you at all. They were.

Guys are just rubbish. They tell you they would protect you, they would never be the same with your ex, they can promise you a thousand things, but they never keep their promises. They would only, hurt you.


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Few days ago, something happened.. I was almost gone just like that.

My mum heated up some food and went to work, forgetting she did. I was asleep. It burnt for approximately 4 hrs.. I woke up by coincidence.. I was tired.. but remembered he was coming to my place.. While I was on the phone with him, I smelled something burnt. I thought it would be better if I checked the kitchen, so I did after I hung up.

To my horror, the stove was red, the pot was burnt. The house was filled with the burnt smoke.. I was suffering from headache and I couldn't breathe the whole day.. cause of the poor ventilation .. Neither did I on fan while I slept. Tragedy almost happened..

She apologised, but not how I felt it should have. I could feel, she apologised because she was worried something happened to me, and she would have been put to blame.

Was I nothing to her ? Perhaps so, she almost murdered her own daughter.. if not for god.. i would have died. But perhaps it would be better that way.



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All she cares if for herself. She ate dinner never prepared my share. She claims she's tired still have to cook for me ah . Yeah fine, I made cup noodles and there she is.. kpkb.

I would always envy wanru.. her mum loves her a lot .. cooks for her .. make her dishes she likes .. ask her what she wants for dinner..


Scrumpy .. caught at Suntec City's Arcade, with him.


Set meal at Tampines Mall's Lvl 4 Steakhouse. Delicious.



The steak from the setmeal. It was yummy, but I think I shld have ordered 50% instead. Went with him.


Chocolate Fondue at Rama Inn ( Tiong Bahru Plaza ).


Burnt Pot I was talking about.


My Birthday Pressie from Sis & Her BF.


Close Up of the necklace from Sis & her bf.

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