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Sunday, October 12, 2008 Y 11:13 AM


Does he even care ..?


I hate myself so much I wished I never exist .

If only god could take me away, I don't mind giving my life to someone else who needs it much more than me.

I don't see the purpose of living, when it's just a torture to me.

I hate the way I am .

I was told .. you're so sweet the way the real you are, but why do you keep emoing ?

That triggered thoughts in me.. why can't I just be who I really am.. why do I have to care what others feel .. why do I mind them so much !

It's because, when I caught sight of the way they looked at me, it stabs. As simple as that.

There are things you couldn't forget, couldn't ignore .. when you notice.

No doubt I'm dumb and blur .. but not to the extend .. I don't even realise how people around me looked at me. I'm not blind.

I hate those looks they gave me. As though they were superior .. There was a moment of rash .. when I wanted to say it out straight .. But I held back .. I didn't know why.

When would I be able to let go .. To stop emoing .

When would I return to the real me ..

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-[ ]Gain Weight - 1o KG
-[ ]Health, Happiness & Safety to all my loved ones.
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-[ ]Learn dancing, piano.
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