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Thursday, May 28, 2009 Y 3:37 PM


28o5o9:

What more can I say ? We still can't get in contact with her. But we have news of her. Not from the police. At first, we were told she's in singapore hiding. We were puzzled why she had to do that. But her ex's mum told us before we knew she was hiding that she did a lot of bad things. She refused to divulge any further. Frustrated yet relieved. At least, she's fine. But, today.. i was told.. she's back in Aust. Like, WTH? Didn't the police do anything ?! ZZZ. If she is hiding because she have no money to pay and is raising the money, why does she have the money to fly back to Aust? Something is damn not right.

I'm tired. She's already 27 and she's like a kid. WTH is in her brain? She thinks she's smart? WTH is she trying to do? What more can I say? I dont think she fits to be my sister. Definitely not my elder sister. She used to. But not anymore. I am angry at her. For her mistakes, again and again without thinking back, without reflecting on her mistakes. She thinks she's the victim. Is she? What more is she hiding from the family. Many more. Suddenly, she feels like a stranger. Someone I don't know. I don't seem to know her nor understand her. She keeps things from the family yet others know much more than we do.

Are we still counted as her family? Why is she doing this to us? Making the family worried, especially my parents who have to work. They are worried for her all the time. I'm worried if they get careless and accidents happen. I dont want that. WTF is she thinking of ? Sighs..

It hurts me, when my mum told me, she felt she couldn't trust my sister anymore. My sister used to be her pillar.. the only pillar. I was nothing. Pretty much better of if they didn't have me. But now, she's relying on me. I should be happy, if this was what my mum told me in the past, but now.. it hurts and feel so heavy. It hurts. Words can't describe what im going through.

I pretend to be alright days by days, but im not. I know it, deep down im struggling, breaking down.. into pieces. Where is she? What has become of her? I really don't know.

Where is my sister? What has become of her? What happened to her?
I know, the family would help. But she wouldn't come back.
She hasn't realised the many mistakes she made.
Disappointment and pain is tearing me apart.

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