♥ Be Happy

Sunday, June 14, 2009 Y 8:18 PM

14o6o9 :

I hate sundays. I have nothing to do at granny's place so I decided to bring laptop to granny's place. Sighs.. I did not have enough sleep yesterday night as Marco disrupted my sleep. He kept 'knocking' on the doors loudly, both room door and toilet door. Duhs! When we opened the door for him, he simply stand there and did nothing. It repeated upteen times, till mum had no choice but to bring him down for a walk, thinking he needs to poo. We thought we were done for that day, but nope.. He continues doing it. Fed up but there is nothing we can do. So, yes, I didn't get to sleep well.

As I was tired, I took a nap in the late evening. I woke up late. Mum and Dad was already having dinner. I ate dinner with them. As I took a nap and woke up late in the night, I couldn't go to bed on time. Mum got furious. I was upset and I felt wronged. I played com. But I kept quiet. I played till late because I could get to sleep on time. Sighs! When I was trying to shut my room door, I had problems closing the door. When I shut the door, I accidentally slammed it onto my right hand's little finger. It hurts, still hurts till now. Sighs. My wrist hurts too. I have no idea what's wrong. -.-

Often, I would feel terrible because I kept things to myself. Mum doesn't seem to understand me at all. She always misunderstood me. Never bothers to ask for the reason. I'm tired of this all. I'm never doing things she like but she failed to realise, they were the cause of it. I don't want to explain anymore. It is obvious, I'm nothing to her. All she cares of is sis. Screwed life.

There is nothing I do that is right to her. I'm tired of this fcuking life and i wonder how long more i could last. I hate my life. I hate her.

Stranded alone on an island no one seems to notice. The tears that washed my face invisable to the eyes of others. The pain that haunts me silent to the ears of others. I'm living in pain, hating my existance.

He gave me problems and headache again. I'm tired of it but I just lack the courage and wit to come to a decision. I have no idea what I should do. I've been asked upteen times why am I still with him.. why just can't I leave him .. I don't know why .. I find no answer to that. Sighs..

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