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Monday, September 14, 2009 Y 9:53 PM

14 Sep 2009 :

Today, while I was busy searching for my file where I kept all my NHC (National Heart Centre) stuff, I took a peep at my hamsters, only to realise, DaiDai passed away. I should have noticed something amiss yesterday when he seems somewhat not okay or perhaps few days ago when i realise the hamsters did not touch their food. I tried using a chopstick to touch him, but he did not move after several tries, I had to face reality, face the fact he was not longer here with me. He left ShaSha & Me.

I cried uncontrollably, tears trickling down my cheeks. My face was never this wet before. I cried terribly. My heart was never this pain before. I never felt so lifeless before. He meant a lot to me. I treasured the times only he allowed me to touch and hold him reluctantly. The way he is cute and blur, thus his name 呆呆.

I chose to cremate him, but I regretted not choosing the one with ashes. But, it was too expensive for me. I couldn't fork out so much. I thought it was only $32 as stated on the website but upon reaching, they told me they had already updated the charges. Hamster costs $100 for cremation with ashes. I had no choice but to choose the one without. I regretted. The rest of the day was meaningless to me. I still couldn't find the file. I'm so dead. I miss him.

I still have not come to a decision if, i should get another hamster, or should I not.

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